March 2011
Things that I am good at:
Pushing people away.
Sleeping.
Fucking things up.
Forgetting to text people back.
Making food.
Crying.
Taking really long showers.
Spending way too much time on tumblr.
Being sick.
February 2011
You fight with the most important people in your...
The feeling when you know you were always right.
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It's like do we even know anything about each...
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Mixed emotions
-confused
-irritated
-sad
-hurt
-curious
-love
It’s all driving me crazy. I just need my mind to be at peace for once, just once.
Im an emotional wreck.
I don't understand what's going on or why it is,...
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im so confused.
If all this shit im seeing is about me„ and you really fucking think i would do this to you, i have nothing to say to you. Absolutely nothing besides, i thought you knew how much i loved you.
long nights, witb no sleep because i'm talking to...
Ok, to tell you the truth, if you really think about it, we’re only like what 14,15..? I mean to me thar’s still pretty young, and like i honestly don’t plan on being sexually active any time soon. So i think if you just didn’t say stuff like that it’d be a lot easier on both of us, because when you say something like that enough times, the words you say start to...
two can play at that game.
Unwritten.
Total vent session.
Last night was weird, but it was worth it. Just talking. Literally talking about everything that’s going on between us and what went down between us back in the day. To me it’s so unreal to where we are now. Cause in the beginning it was the worst! And I know I talk about this a lot and whatnot, but just knowing the special bond we have still bothers me in a way....
Your're honestly not even worth this post...
But you’ve honestly done it. YOU made me hate you. You are honestly so fake and stupid and full of your fucking self. Like yeah I probably sound stupidd for talking about this shit on tumblr, but girl gaaaah, you ain’t even worth my timee!
"Everybody dies but not everyone lives."
Nights like these, where i’m totally relaxed, listening to music, and talking to tbe people that truly make me happy.. Now these are the nights i honestly live for. The feeling is unreal, and it’s like i have nothing to worry about. I truly thank God everyday, every single day i’m able to smile and know that i can be with the people that love me even when i’m at my worst.....
freedom hungrrry.
the day i’ll be able to do what i want, when i want, and decide who i do what with, i think i’ll be pretty happy. hah.
Am i starting to get to clingy, do you want your space. Are you getting annoyed with me? Ughh, this is just too much /:
Yeah, you know when all you do is just think about that one thing over and over again. You sit and contemplate on what you think about the certain idea, thing, or person. But when you sit and just think blankly about it all, you start to have those negative thoughts… I seriously need to stop doing this. It honestly drives me crazy, and makes me so insecure. I need to stop letting my mind...